heartbroken bitch

So my girlfriend broke up with me. well im over her i think.... but if im not i will.all im focussing on now is my school work. i need to get good marks or i cant go to ontario.... i mean i would still like to have someone there. i think this time im gunna look for a guy, some one who will kiss away my tears when im bawling over the stupidest things, one who will give me 11 real roses and one fake and will tell me that he'll love me till the last one dies. some one who will actually call me on my birthday, some who i can cuddle up with and not be afraid to stand up to the world. some one who isnt afraid to kiss me when he's with his friends. some one i can trust with my life and no that im safe no matter what. yea im desprate heart broken and pretty much alone. knowing me im probably going to end up single until i die with 236545912645 cats and a ferret named olivia.